Anointed

I don't have shit but this music
Can't eat away everything I think
I don't even drink, how I'm supposed to smile?
Cold outside, I should stay inside
Cost me a thousand to go outside
Bought caviar and it wasn't great
Tryna find love, anything but hate
Downstairs loud, upstairs loud
I just need to chill for a little while
Feelin' riled up, I should take a walk

Called everyone, they don't wanna talk to me
Guess the whole world don't revolve 'round me
But yesterday was perfect, can we run it back?
Blew ten stacks, I be doin' that
Hope this old bullshit will turn around
By that time, though, I'll be outta town (town)

I've been in EU
Had a couple nosebleeds that I'm worried 'bout too
I don't even see no one stand by me
Who I'm gon' leave all this money to?
I don't even care, what's the fuckin' point?
God has a plan, I'm anointed

Spend my time tryin' to avoid shit
I be goin' insane when I falter
All I goes through, they don't notice
Think it's all sweet when it's poison
Pray I'm not ruining everything life may bring
If I did the right things, let me know before I go
That I took the best path, make me laugh
What's the point? Does it even matter?

Does it even matter?