The Person That I Was Before

Everyone's annoying
I be chilling with my mom
If he try to fuck with me
I slap him, I'm a dom
Never get no free time
I be spitting on the john
Me and all my people
Came a long way from the lawn and
I just want some money
So my fam could get a break
Feels like I'm taking too long
This ain't the easy way
It's probably easier
If I do what other people say
I kicked the cup
So I can't even sip the pain away
I'm in the lower
If you wanted to pick up today
And he a grower
Not a show-er, I still couldn't stay
Realistically, just getting laid
Ain't gonna get me paid
Realistically, some people never
Loved you anyway
These dudes would rather fuck their homies
They be fucking
Hey
Sitting in the vehicle
I feel the wind blow
I'ma throw everything I know
Out the window
I don't wanna be
The person that I was before
I don't wanna be
The person that I was before
Sitting in the vehicle
I feel the wind blow
I'ma throw everything I know
Out the window cause
I don't wanna be
The person that I was before
I don't wanna be
The person that I was before
I'm not like other girls
I'm worse
I got a Smith and Wesson
On the side of me
In my purse
If he ain't feeling me
I leave him on his own
With a curse
Cause you ain't getting over me
Where I'ma be
This my turf
Bitch
I might be the best on this Earth
If no one else can see it
I still see it, I know my worth
Keep on throwing dirt on my name
I'ma grow through that dirt
If it's all or nothing
I'ma give my all 'til it hurts, awe
Fuck that shit
If you don't like me
Honestly, yo, you could suck my dick
I've been through way too much
At this point I might bust that lip
If someone get to talking to me like
Our waves not split
I'm on another level
One that everyone won't get
Can't even waste my time explaining
It's aight bro, bet
Just get the fuck away from me with that
Existential dread
You woke up and you rolled a blunt, but me
I made my bed, cause
I just want some money
So my fam could get a break
Feels like I'm taking too long
I just want some money
So my fam could get a break
Feels like I'm taking too long
Dead water bugs
Dust bunnies round everywhere
I get a kick, running around
Just ruining shit
Boonk gang everywhere I go
Fuck everything
Red paint stain on the glass
Giving up ass to someone
Who already got someone
Barely thinking bout me
I don't fear no one
Y'all don't know how to have fun
Don't point your finger at me lil hoe
I'm the real one
You just living in a lie
I'll do everything that
You're too scared to even try
I fall down and don't cry
I feel nothing sometimes it's like
I already died
R.I.P to the person that I was before