I Just Can't Be Alone

Should I really be a douchebag
I'm indifferent, ha, you mad
Spending time, shit, not bad
Spin around, fall back
Trapped in the same circumstance
Am who I am, no way out
Let you see me, flaws, in, out
What you think about
Never being around
We could do some sometime
Just not now, I'm busy now
Don't call my phone bugging out
Feeling stuck, please let me out
Wait, please, don't let me go
Hate, lust, love, I don't know
Can't deal with this shit though
I just can't be alone, alone
I just can't be alone
Be alone
Be alone
Nah, that can't be it
This is true love isn't it
You and I vs. everyone
Made a plan let's stick with it

I'm so sick of sleeping in
Putting you above everything
Let myself down everyday
I just can't stay awake
Rest now til the sun come
Still sucking on my thumb
Tight that the world want some
Right on the tip of my tongue
Who am I to play god here
Hand over one chess piece
Don't try and come test me
Cause I'ma fail that willingly
I just can't be alone, alone
I just can't be alone
Be alone
Be alone