purgatory

[Verse 1, lilac heart]

An exile with a heart of glass

The broken dagger in her hand

I feel the both of us are dying

But I don't understand

I feel my body drift away

Like there's 10 million miles between me and my hand against the blade

I'm not who I was yesterday

Does it get easier to keep yourself awake?

This sense of falling backwards makes it hard to feel like I'm alive

The hero's journey never started in this story

I can't get out of my head, it feels like purgatory

[Drop 1, lilac heart]

(It feels like purgatory)

(It feels like purgatory)

[Verse 2, saoirse dream]

Emerald tinted glasses wearer

I won't know when I get better

Thought I'd grown to understand you

But I'm the one that I can't figure out

Ruby red trails from the shower

Perfect circle, smoke ring halo

Repeat awful things for hours

Walk the world, a husk in plain clothes

Trust makes me throw up

I can't promise enough

I don't wanna be touched right now

Can you fall out of love?

Trust makes me throw up

I can't promise enough

I don't wanna be touched right now

Can you fall out of love?

[Drop 2, saoirse dream]

(You fall out, can you fall out of love?)

(C-can you fall out of love-love-love-love?)

[Outro, lilac heart]

(it feels like purgatory)