DESPITE MY MISTAKES

[Verse 1: Lloyd Banks]

Niggas be screamin' hate, feel like my praises ain't loud enough

Hecklers don't distract us no more hopin' you proud of us

Family, friends, and foes, none of this subject that I'll discuss

They move the goalposts, meet criteria, I'll adjust

One day you get to experience love without the lust

Addicted now, I can't count the money without a rush

My dog got snatched from his family, left his childhood crushed

Your kids don't owe you a damn thing, they smiles enough

The problems ain't overwhelming until they powering up

The pressure be my weekly weed ad with a thousand bugs

Party and dumb shit, stupid music for crowds with cups

Paparazzi snapping soon as you step out the trucks

You're changing on me, have every reason to doubt your trust

This source is credible, you need someone to vouch for stuff

Procrastination is mental, you can't get out your cuffs

Twenty-some odd years, fucking these poets up

[Hook: Lloyd Banks]

Hopping through it, and the story's written all on my face

But I know you're still looking after me despite my mistakes

Some feelings never go nowhere, they harbor the hate

Shit happens for a reason, you can't argue with fate

Ain't no time to dwell on yesterday, there's money to make

Talk about him while he's counting, fell in love with the bank

Hopping through it, and the story's written all on my face

But I know you're still looking after me despite my mistakes

[Verse 2: Styles P]

Sucker shit, it's never on the agenda

Despite my mistakes, I've never been a pretender

Do shit for niggas and niggas never remember

Swear to God that you owe him, you santa It is December

This ain't the 25th I ain't wearing a red suit

Before you ask for the follow, where am I being led to?

Sorta like the city of gods, what would Ned do?

Familiar with the sweat and the tears, I have bled too

Some say I act like a wolf, well I was bred to

If you was hungry, my nigga, I would've fed you

The story's written all on my face, thought I was destined Shit, was it all a mistake?

Yeah, it used to be love, now it's all of the hate

And it got me bringing the God asking for all of his grace

These niggas out of pocket, put them all in their place

Now fuck that, just throw that money all in the safe Gossip

[Hook: Lloyd Banks]

Hopping through it, and the story's written all on my face

But I know you're still looking after me despite my mistakes

Some feelings never go nowhere, they harbor the hate

Shit happens for a reason, you can't argue with fate

Ain't no time to dwell on yesterday, there's money to make

Talk about him while he's counting, fell in love with the bank

Hopping through it, and the story's written all on my face

But I know you're still looking after me despite my mistakes

[Verse 3: Lloyd Banks]

Feel like they trapped me in, sorry Father, I'm back again asking you to consider me

When you're removing penalties, winning improves your energy

Lost so much prayer, I don't lose the memories

Put my sweat and tears on this paper, will you remember me?

You'd be an empty seat, told you it ain't no empathy

You gotta live with this circle back in the century

Leeches that draw blood, they all die off eventually

Switching lanes on these parasites in my Bentley T

Sometimes you need pain, double think your regrets with me

Let's go aim your bat with a blue ace for just a scheme

They dying off again, fentanyl on my recipe

I'm better than all these motherfuckers collectively

I'm getting closer to God, drama connected me

At 21, they thought I met my life expectancy

Still having words with my ego, more like an entity

Can't even leave a voicemail, won't have to message me

[Hook: Lloyd Banks]

Hopping through it, and the story's written all on my face

But I know you're still looking after me despite my mistakes

Some feelings never go nowhere, they harbor the hate

Shit happens for a reason, you can't argue with fate

Ain't no time to dwell on yesterday, there's money to make

Talk about him while he's counting, fell in love with the bank

Hopping through it, and the story's written all on my face

But I know you're still looking after me despite my mistakes