TRAUMATIZED

[Verse 1]

Yo

Have you ever had somebody you loved and they didn't love you back?

Gotta learn how to walk away, ain't too much that can come from that

It's fucked up 'cause I feel like I get more flowers than hugs from rap

And that ain't even where it should be, keep me a duffel pack

I'm leavin' soon, hope I can save a life before I do

You grievin' too? Feels like the more I get, the more I lose

You listen, you'll hear the sound of me dropping all these jеwels

Them cold hours the day that you find out you'rе bein' used

You're reachin' milestones and they don't seem enthused

Got so used to talkin' down, they can't even receive the news

I can tell you're in pain 'cause it's bleedin' through

Rich or poor, there's no difference between the two

When I need a push, I think of the terrible shit that they said

If you ever wanna know who'll leave you for dead, play dead

Me and my people share bonds, open wounds from the same lead

They turn on you, they ain't fed, brand-new paint with the paint red (Uh)

[Chorus]

If you can sit up, then get up, don't ever stop believin'

If you get cut, don't give up, you gotta keep on dreamin'

You'll regret it if you don't try, you can win if you breathin'

Niggas dyin' to get their name known, all for the wrong reason

I've seen so much for so long, it left me traumatized

The game killed who I was, there's been a homicide

Baby, I am who I am, I won't apologize

And 'til this shit is all over, there's nothin' finalized (Uh)

[Verse 2]

I had to drain all these feelings, my heart was swellin'

Nobody knows what I'm thinkin' 'cause I don't tell 'em

Overs and unders, we're winnin', my rivals bettin'

You under pressure, her laws and survival settin'

I done made so many dumb mistakes, but I don't regret 'em

Slippin' may be who I am today, another lesson

People do anything for some money, no second-guessin'

Especially if they down, shit's dangerous in recessions

There's opportunities there, you just lookin' out of the wrong lens

Weaknesses don't have status, nobody checks on their strong friends

The road was tough to get here, but now we stretchin' the long bends

This one means eighteen tapes now and they all tens

You better live, every grave is created equal

You could lose yourself along the way tryna be there for people

Long as I'm with the most high, I don't fear no evil

As time goes by, they just come around when they need you (Uh)

[Chorus]

If you can sit up, then get up, don't ever stop believin'

If you get cut, don't give up, you gotta keep on dreamin'

You'll regret it if you don't try, you can win if you breathin'

Niggas dyin' to get their name known, all for the wrong reason

I've seen so much for so long, it left me traumatized

The game killed who I was, there's been a homicide

Baby, I am who I am, I won't apologize

And 'til this shit is all over, there's nothin' finalized