Drowning

Where am I now?

Which way do I go?

Will I figure this out

This day or tomorrow?

I originated above the damp weeds

And now I'm

A little bit antsy out in

The middle of the damn sea drowning

Thinking about the planets needs

While questioning my sanity

Damn it seems, i’ve been a kid all my life

And now I'm twenty years old, and white

Privileged, got NO gold but life at home is right

I'm never cold at night, ive always known that

Id have something good that what my soul would like

Fresh produce I can stab with my fork and bite

Waiting for meals only over night, in the light

We go to the garden to gather ingredients for a fritita were starting

I know what its like to live the fullest life

I've been shown whats right

I've never had to pull a pipe cept when I have weed and a bowl and I

Couldn’t sleep because the defeating heat of this dumb season

Its hot and humid with no respite

For some reason all my life has been awfully like

A summer day without the nice sun of may but

Where its a bummer to make a move at all

Running would be insane its too damn hot

But, its not something to blame I won't front cus I'VE made

All my fucking mistakes, its tough and it takes

Both my small two balls to suck it up not cover my face

Shudder as I huddle in shame under the covers

But to stand up and take all the due fault

For all thats the result of the fact that I think I don't do

In fact I think i've told you

Maybe when I was bout to drink my fourth brew

Or it was a blazed me off reefer, perhaps both, or maybe not either

I may have been eager to git to know you

I make friends easily and at school it comes in handy

But I have ta to try and see if you'll actually spend time with me

After you truly understand me,it can seem

That what people can't see is that this dudes a fucking pansy

I originated above the damp weeds, and now I'm

A little bit antsy out in

The middle of the damn sea drowning

My heads next to sink but I'm just getting to think about the planets needs

While simultaneously, I'm questioning my own sanity

Panic needs to set in still, cus man, I see shits getting real

I can't believe how I'm a man in need of a better will

I barely manage to keep from sitting, still

I can't believe how I'm a man in need of a better will

I barely manage to keep from sitting, still

Where am I now?

Which way do I go

Will I figure this out

This day or tomorrow?

I can't believe how I'm a man in need of a better will

I barely manage to keep from sitting, still

I'm not at risk and not in need of a hospice

I'mma leave the hospital sick and ill

The doctors will see they're not responsible

For this often seen inoperable common disease

That seems to be unstoppable

Which you see to me is comical

Cus if I can't defeat this obstacle then you see

I can't start onwards towards when I can lead

My optimal destiny, so best believe

I'mma keep pressing me until that end that I see, eventually is possible

Where am I now?

Which way do I go

Will I figure this out

This day or tomorrow?

I'mma keep pressing me

I'mma keep pressing me

I'mma keep pressing me

I'mma keep pressing me

I'mma keep pressing me

I'mma keep pressing me

Until that end that I see, eventually is possible