IS IT ME

Maybe it’s fate
It’s all I can take
I live with all my past mistakes
Don’t let it show
These demons I know
Wish they’d just leave me alone
Wishing, waiting
But it’s only me I’m hating
Maybe it’s fake
It’s all I can take
I feel like I’m about to break
If it’s the devil you know
I feel it knocking on my door
Feeling like I’m weighed down
Falling all the way down
Is it life to always wonder who you’ll be?
Crashing to the pavement
Sick of feeling vacant
Is this why I love to feel like I’m empty?
Is it me?
I’m living a lie
I’m barely alive
And I don’t even try to hide
The way that I feel
I’m trying to heal
Or make believe this isn’t real
Waiting, wishing
But I know there’s something missing
A nervous mistake
It’s all I can take
Feel like I’m about to break
Another piece of my soul
Feel like I’m losing all control
Feeling like I’m weighed down
Falling all the way down
Is it life to always wonder who you’ll be?
Crashing to the pavement
Sick of feeling vacant
Is this why I love to feel like I’m empty?
Is it me? Is it me, oh
Crashing to the pavement
Sick of feeling vacant
Is this why I love to feel like I’m empty?
Is it—
Is it the pounding in my chest
Is it the rage inside my head
I can’t forgive and I can’t forget
I never knew what was left unsaid
Is it the pounding in my chest
Is it the rage inside my head
Feeling like I’m weighed down
Falling all the way down
Is it life to always wonder who you’ll be? (Can you tell me?)
Crashing to the pavement
Sick of feeling vacant (I’m sick of feeling)
Is this why I love to feel like I’m empty?
Is it me? Is it me, oh
Still crashing to the pavement
Sick of feeling vacant
Is this why I love to feel like I’m empty?
Is it me?