Crying in Public

I could be sittin' on the M train goin' back to Brooklyn

I could be crossin' a street somewhere and not lookin'

I could be drunk at a party, laughin' out loud

I could be anywhere

I could be right here, right now

I could be walkin' through a grocery store at 3 AM

I could be almost fallin' in love again

You're still on the street, every sidewalk I go down

I swear you're everywhere, I swear you're right here right now

I don't wanna be cryin' in public

But here I am cryin' in public

I am strong and it's stronger than I am right now

Tryna keep it in but it's comin' out

I don't wanna be cryin' in public

But here I am cryin' in public

First thing in the morning, last thing at night

Is it gonna pass, will it last for a lifetime?

'Cause I could be watchin' a movie, up late on my friend's couch

God, I could be anywhere

I could be right here, right now

I don't wanna be cryin' in public

But here I am cryin' in public

I am strong and it's stronger than I am right now

Tryna keep it in but it's comin' out

I don't wanna be cryin' in public

But here I am cryin' in public

Even on the days where I think it'll miss me

Like it or not, it's still gonna hit me

Oh, even on the days where I pray it'll miss me

Like it or not, it'll never be easy

Oh, I don't wanna be cryin' in public

Oh, here I am cryin' in public

I am strong and it's stronger than I am right now

Tryna keep it in but it's comin' out

I don't wanna be cryin' in public

But here I am

Here I am

I don't wanna be cryin' in public