Love Looks Different

Ah, ah, ah

Before I forget
I'll make myself remember all the ways you let me down
I held out and held out
All through hallelujah all the way into the ground
I cut off the limbs of my self-respect
And I'm still looking for it now

I'm not afraid to say it
Honey, I still care
And you could hear me now
If you were standing right there

Love looks different to me now
Love looks different to me now
It doesn't have your name anymore
Love looks different to me now
Love looks different to me now
It doesn't have your face anymore

Maybe it'd be different if you didn't practice
How I sounded with your name
If I didn't raise our whole house and our children
I could watch you walk away
If I gave in and I called you today
Would you promise me nothing's changed?

I'm not afraid to say it
Honey, I still care
And you could hear me now if you were standing right there

Love looks different to me now
Love looks different to me now
It doesn't have your name anymore
Love looks different to me now
Love looks different to me now
It doesn't have your face anymore

It doesn't make me cry (Doesn't make me cry)
It doesn't make me wait (Doesn't make me)
It doesn't make me fake a smile so I can get through it
It doesn't make me hide (Doesn't make me)
It doesn't want my pain (Oh, make me)
And I don't just close my eyes and pray that I don't lose it, ooh
Pray that I don't lose it

Love looks different to me now
Love looks different to me now
It doesn't have your face
No, it doesn't have your name anymore