Electric Future

My hearts on fire

I'm on the edge now iyah

Heard God loves a trier

Still trying

Friends ask if I’m good

I say nothing I don't wanna be a liar

Retail distractions

Constant buyer

Add to the fuel

Now the sitch is dire

I keep telling myself it's all good

It’s gonna work itself out

I'm tryna make all my moves carefully

You're not carefree when you vibrate higher

I like being alone

I can procrastinate to my hearts desire

They said no we phoned formed

But it's starting to feel like the formulas won

Cos I done laps and laps on this circuit

Maybe I should rеtire

Who gives vibes to thе vibes supplier?

Friends ask me what's troubling me now

A lot of past issues I should've dealt with prior

Distractions made the time fly by us

I'm trying to move more direct not via

I'm stuck in a loop that I’m tryna break fast like fry ups

My insecurities shot me down

Even I let me down

Bare promises that I made to myself but

I can’t recollect them now

I must've blocked them out

Brand new regrets my collections

Wow

I still find it hard to explain what I’m stressed about

Rie and Phe's getting older

I'm stuck in my head

But I am the shoulder

Years past but I haven't grown much

Maybe I’ve missed my peak is the phobia

Fought wars in my head like a solider

Bare letters that I couldn't show Mum

I'm trying to find a way

Maybe it goes away

If I don't pick my phone up

I kept ignoring what was most important

On edge that's why I move with caution

Been broke will I fulfill my fortune?

Be real what have your mistakes taught you?

Have they pushed or scorned you?

I said they don't make no money

So my girl's asking why am I making more tunes?

I ain't really got no answer for that

I came this far and it's hard to get back

It's part of me now it's hard to detach

Wanna make art with the scars that I have

I know my life weren't as hard as my Dads

Thank Gloria and Francis for that

I'm gonna thank them with every chance that I have

Lied to myself for the 100th time

Self care it must be nice

Self control on a strong decline

What excuse will I make this time?

Rinse and repeat

You know the drill

How many times?

Did I say how many times?

I swore I would change my life

I constantly contradict myself

Like I don't want to win

Ponder how quick karma is

Can't live life without consequences

And really none of us have got long to live

I don't wanna waste my time here

God forbid

It's a hard pill to swallow when your life don't look like it did

When your dream might be all it is

When the ones you hurt don't forgive

I was tryna to wait for the right time

Is the time now?

My girl wants a kid

I know I should just go find me a job

But I don't want to quit

Something's got to give

But anyway who am I?

Don't take my advice

Or take my advice

Don't stand still

Run for your life

Run for your life