Do You

What is the big deal?
We haven't spoken since I crossed the border
Were you expecting a handwritten letter like the one you sent to Jacob
Right before we lost him for a while?

You don't know me, do you, really?
It's okay, pardon me, I'll take the blame
For all these years of shame
It's okay, it's on my name

I moved to the city and I didn't come out
I wish I could tell you what that is about
But you don't want to hear it and you don't want to be near it
Do you?

I moved to the city and I didn't come out
I wish I could tell you what that is about
But you don't want to hear it and you don't want to be near it
Do you, really?
Do you

Is it so uncommon to forget to dot your little i's
And cross your little t's
Until everything looks like an egocentric 'I'
Look at what you have done to me, me, me, me, me, misery
I'm disgusted and entranced, dancing in the sickness of it

You don't know me, do you, really?
It's okay, pardon me, I'll take the blame
For all these years of shame
It's okay, it's on my name

I moved to the city and I didn't come out
I wish I could tell you what that is about
But you don't want to hear it and you don't want to be near it
Do you?

I moved to the city and I didn't come out
I wish I could tell you what that is about
But you don't want to face it and I don't want to explain it to you

I moved to the city and I didn't come out
I wish I could tell you what that is about
But you don't want to hear it and you don't want to be near it
Do you, really?
Do you

I wish we could communicate
It just gets so hard to relate
I wish we could communicate
It just gets so hard to