poltergeist

The people that I fall for just fucking lie
But they lied a bit better than the other guy
My college best friends don't talk anymore
My boyfriend says he loves me, how can I be sure?
Are my songs even good or no good at all?
The A&R said I was unoriginal
All my heroes got famous by 17
The girls with famous daddies have it so easy

I'm jealous, resentful, I swear I'm past my prime
Tryna keep myself alive
I'm selfish, ungrateful, it turns my knuckles white
But I can't materialize
I'm a poltergeist

Going on hinge dates in the apocalypse
I've got a cousin who thinks that I'm a communist
It's all money, God, sex and politics
Singing my pop songs into the abyss
Holding on to things everyone else forgot
Till he takes my shirt off in the parking lot

I'm jealous, resentful, I swear I'm past my prime
Tryna keep myself alive
I'm selfish, ungrateful, it turns my knuckles white
But I can't materialize
I'm a poltergeist

I'm a poltergeist
I'm a poltergeist
I'm a poltergeist

I'm jealous, resentful, I swear I'm past my prime
Tryna keep myself alive
I'm selfish, ungrateful, it turns my knuckles white
But I can't materialize
I'm a poltergeist