Paralyzed

Every day's a vicious cycle, and I'm stuck on repeat
I've been overmedicating, waiting, praying for peace
I guess it's death or deliverance, but it's not up to me
'Cause the devil's dealing cards and he's playing for keeps

Night after night, hear my soul keep saying
"Fight for your life," but my will feels wasted
(Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm)

Paralyzed
Out of body and out of mind
I'm lost in the fight or flight
Terrified
Think that I might be outta time
Now I need a lifeline

I'm calling
Somebody, please make me believe I can breathe
I try to scream, is this a dream
Or am I paralyzed?
(Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-)
(Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-)

Wish I could say that it's denial, that it's not what it seems
Starts with dopamine deficiency and ends in defeat
Adrenaline kicks in once again
Never gonna win, it depletes me
Then anxiety sets in and pretends that I can't beat this disease
I'm still here

Night after night, hear my soul keep saying
"Fight for your life," but my will feels wasted
Night after night, oh, I'm losing patience
Fight for your life, it's the war I'm waging

Paralyzed
Out of body and out of mind
I'm lost in the fight or flight
Terrified
Think that I might be outta time
Now I need a lifeline

I'm calling
Somebody, please make me believe I can breathe
I try to scream, is this a dream
Or am I paralyzed?
(Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-)

Pinned down, tied up, I've sealed my fate
The perfect murder
With my own blade
(With my own blade)

Paralyzed
Out of body and out of mind
I'm lost in the fight or flight
Terrified
Think that I might be outta time
Now I need a lifeline

I'm calling
Somebody, please make me believe I can breathe
I try to scream, is this a dream
Or am I paralyzed?
Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-

Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-
Paralyzed