Paralyzed

Every day's a vicious cycle, and I'm stuck on repeat I've been overmedicating, waiting, praying for peace I guess it's death or deliverance, but it's not up to me 'Cause the devil's dealing cards and he's playing for keeps Night after night, hear my soul keep saying "Fight for your life," but my will feels wasted (Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm) Paralyzed Out of body and out of mind I'm lost in the fight or flight Terrified Think that I might be outta time Now I need a lifeline I'm calling Somebody, please make me believe I can breathe I try to scream, is this a dream Or am I paralyzed? (Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-) (Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-) Wish I could say that it's denial, that it's not what it seems Starts with dopamine deficiency and ends in defeat Adrenaline kicks in once again Never gonna win, it depletes me Then anxiety sets in and pretends that I can't beat this disease I'm still here Night after night, hear my soul keep saying "Fight for your life," but my will feels wasted Night after night, oh, I'm losing patience Fight for your life, it's the war I'm waging Paralyzed Out of body and out of mind I'm lost in the fight or flight Terrified Think that I might be outta time Now I need a lifeline I'm calling Somebody, please make me believe I can breathe I try to scream, is this a dream Or am I paralyzed? (Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm-) Pinned down, tied up, I've sealed my fate The perfect murder With my own blade (With my own blade) Paralyzed Out of body and out of mind I'm lost in the fight or flight Terrified Think that I might be outta time Now I need a lifeline I'm calling Somebody, please make me believe I can breathe I try to scream, is this a dream Or am I paralyzed? Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm- Heart is racing, body shaking, no escaping, think I'm- Paralyzed