[Verse 1: Machine Gun Kelly]
Uh, looking at this map and I don't know which way to go (way to go)
Where I am (where I am), I'm so lost (I'm so lost)
I could've swore that I took this trip with all my friends
Look again and they gone (and they gone), that's the cost (that's the cost)
All I know is that I'm surrounded by all this stress
I'm a mess, they don't see, they don't care, cut the checks (cut the checks)
"Baby you should stop dreaming and get out of bed
Pay the rent" is what she said, what she said (what she said)
"So get dressed, you don't call, you don't write, and you start and we fight
I have dreams every night of becoming your wife
But tomorrow's a new night, said I hope you do right
But I'm gone cause these calls from these broads that you like (that you like)
Just don't forget that I've been there from the start (from the start)
Don't you dare let this shit tear us apart (apart)
I'm having your child and you left me in the dark
Oh my god, superstar, I swear you've broken my heart" (my heart)
[Chorus: Machine Gun Kelly]
Staring out my window, glaring at the snow (at the snow)
Tell me is that the reason why I'm so cold?
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, oh, oh (oh)
Calling up my friends and all I get is the tone (is the tone)
I'm alone, it's so clear this isn't home (isn't home)
So I'm gone, so I'm gone, so I'm gone
So I'm gone, so I'm gone, gone, gone (gone)
[Verse 2: Machine Gun Kelly]
Man I wish I knew when all these things went astray (went astray)
Matter fact, I just wish it could all go away (go away)
And it seems like even on the sunniest day, the clouds come
And the rain falls on my window pane (window pane)
Even if I knew why, what kind of help could I get
Let's face it, what I get ain't paying no doctor's check (doctor's check)
My closest cousin is a schizophrenic, now he gone with medics, and I ain't talk to him since
Ever since that moment, I felt that we been falling apart
First my moms, then I felt my grandmother dying in my arms (in my arms)
And of course how could I forget my pa?
Unconditional love, though we ain't never gon' get along (get along)
What I would give if I could visit my aunt
Every night, every day, but we live so far apart (far apart)
Don't think I forgot you were there with my through it all
You so strong and for you woman, I would give you my heart (my heart)
[Chorus: Machine Gun Kelly]
Staring out my window, glaring at the snow (at the snow)
Tell me is that the reason why I'm so cold?
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, oh, oh (oh)
Calling up my friends and all I get is the tone (is the tone)
I'm alone, it's so clear this isn't home (isn't home)
So I'm gone, so I'm gone, so I'm gone
So I'm gone, so I'm gone, gone, gone (gone)
[Verse 3: Machine Gun Kelly]
Why can't you see that I can't be here no mo' (no mo')
Cause success is a threat to these hoes (these hoes)
I don't have a problem leaving this shit alone
Cut my phone, pack my bags, and never look back at home (at home)
You read about it and I live what they write
I've hit licks, I've been robbed
Dealt with fights, day and night (day and night)
These streets ain't home, they simply gutters to roam
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Fuck this life
I'm my own man, I gotta keep moving
I don't jump to conclusions because I know what I'm doing
I'm a grown ass man, so accept that
I'm try'na be a father to my kid
So all these haters step back, yeah
[Pre-Chorus: Chelsea Bowen]
And I don't know if we can make it
Though what they're saying in this game we're playing
Feel like it's one-on-one in a court without a ball
If it was you or the world, I would take nothing at all
[Chorus: Machine Gun Kelly]
Staring out my window, glaring at the snow (at the snow)
Tell me is that the reason why I'm so cold?
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, oh, oh (oh)
Calling up my friends and all I get is the tone (is the tone)
I'm alone, it's so clear this isn't home (isn't home)
So I'm gone, so I'm gone, so I'm gone
So I'm gone, so I'm gone, gone, gone (gone)
