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[Intro: midwxst]

I put my phone on DND, don't look at my texts (Lunamatic)

And I know there's somethin' wrong with me, I know I'm a mess

And I don't care what you gon' show me, I'll never be impressed

I never seem to pass my tests

[Chorus: midwxst]

Had to say "Fuck you" 'cause I know I made me a bad mistake

Praying that I don't have to see another day

Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't want to work

Escape from my reality, I might run away

[Verse 1: midwxst]

Close the door, and no, I'm never gonna open it up

If you look in my eyes, you can tell I never gave a fuck

I know I'll never be anything, I'll nevеr be enough

It's hard to process all thеse thoughts

It's hard to come up with stuff

To say to people that ask me if I'm okay

'Cause I know that I'm not, and I never was in any damn way

But I don't even have a lot of friends, I'm always betrayed

You stab me in the back and left me there, in the street I lay

Walk inside the party, they said that I'm bad news

You always judging, but don't know what I've been through

Oh, you want smoke? Then come and try, see where it land you

You piss me off, I'm sick and tired, I can't withstand you

You know you're in the wrong but never wanna say it

Wanna take my trust? You broke it and betrayed it

All of these memories and thoughts, they keep replaying

And you're the puppeteer, I know you orchestrated

[Chorus: midwxst]

Had to say "Fuck you" 'cause I know I made me a bad mistake

Praying that I don't have to see another day

Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't want to work

Escape from my reality, I might run away

"Fuck you" 'cause I know I made me a bad mistake

Praying that I don't have to see another day

Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't want to work

Escape from my reality, I might run away

[Verse 2: brakence]

(Bloomtodeath)

Man, coming up is so exhausting

I keep fucking up, but now everybody's watching

Watching, like was it worth of what it cost me?

Block me, baby, I like it poppy

Yeah, now I'm giving up on the pride that I got left in me

I understate it 'cause you pry so incessantly

My crush is straight, always go cry to him desperately

Your love is fake, you're only higher off the ecstasy

But maybe I'll better be

I'm so done treating death like a secret

Staring me down, killing every belief

Living a short life, just getting ready to pass away

I was tryna survive, maybe I had to say

[Chorus: midwxst, midwxst & brakence]

"Fuck you", 'cause I know I made me a bad mistake

Prayin' that I don't have to see another day

Tired, I'm sick and tired, I don't want to work

Escape from my reality, I might run away