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[Verse]

I don't know how much more I can rant

I don't know how much more I can vent

I don't know how much more I can say and expect y'all to just understand

My cards dealt can't get back the hand

Smoke so much, you'll get secondhand

Smoke so much, you'll get second hands, pfft, yeah

Started gettin' fried 'cause I hate bein' social

Rather be home, rather keep shit local

Rather roll up, can't do this shit sober

Wake up some days, the day already over

Watch my back, eyes over my shoulder

Diamonds on me but my heart gettin' colder

Feel likе my innocence, that shit's dead

Ovеrthink so much, live and regret

I'm still sufferin', it's just unsaid

"Am I the problem?" What is what she said

I left the crib askin', "Where you at?"

Can't see a future without you, my lens

Feels so common to lose my friends

But that's just how shit go, fuck it, Amen

Everything goin' wrong in my life

It took so much for me not to cry

My friends told me to take my time

Fell back, yeah, but I found my stride

I'm still fine, tryna drop my pride

Not lettin' none of that slick shit slide

I always question if I wanna live, but I just don't know, yeah, what's on that side

That's why I'm too scared to take my life

Can't talk to fam so I talk to the mic

I thought about it, don't sip out of Sprite

That shit won't help me get my mind right

My heart ain't for the love, it spite

Made this song 'cause I don't feel alright

I got used to bein' in the dark, I don't like showin' myself in the light

I get conscious 'cause I don't like standards

I don't like playin' into stereotypes

Heart had to drag me out my crib if you really wanna catch me outside

I'm growin' tired of conver-damn-sations, I do not wan' be a socialite

Nothing is free in life, I gotta fight

I'm gettin' left turns, I need a right

When that tour canceled, it killed me inside

Feel like a cancer to those in my life

Hopefully some day, I know I'll suffice

If I don't, then I won't, It's my own demise

Honestly that wouldn't be a surprise

I need protectin' me, watch all the time

Tune know he watchin' me, watch from the sky

[Outro]

I'll see you soon if I'm doin' this right

I'll see you soon if I'm doin' this right

I'll see you soon if I'm doin' this right

I'll see you soon if I'm doin' this right

I'll see you soon if I'm doin' it, yeah