under fire

As of late I've been feeling like I've been under fire
Way too impatient, I feel like I should just go retire
Walking a thin line, I'm praying I don't fall off the wire
I don't have honesty 'cause it's something that's not required
'Cause I don't really need to talk 'bout how I feel
'Cause nobody's gon' really care, girl, let's be real
My heart is solid, know it's made up out of steel
Emotions hidden, know I keep them all concealed

And I can only keep it going for so long
I know my auntie watching me, gotta stay strong
I don't know how much longer I can just make songs
Talking 'bout I feel and have you all sing along
This don't feel right
Venting on the mic, I'm praying you don't feel my pain
Can't even heal my pain
Waking up, I know I'll feel the same

And I know that I'll regret it
Taking back my words, really wish I never said it
Uh, got haters typing up on Reddit
If you really got a problem let me know and we can get it
People scared to take risks, but I did that
I been myself and I done ran me up a big bag
Wear that Junya with that undercover mismatched
I don't got time to beef, lil' nigga, fucking miss me with that

I'm way above this shit
I'm only 19 crossing off my bucket list
And I'm gon' keep it pushing
Know I stay up in the ritz
I ain't stopping 'til me and my brothers fucking rich
And that's on God
Yeah, I put that on the man
Everybody tryna fuck with me 'cause now I'm in demand
I had people that was hating, all the sudden turn to fans
Now they steady in my phone, they telling me "Give 'em a chance"

As of late I've been feeling like I've been under fire
Way too impatient, I feel like I should just go retire
Walking a thin line, I'm praying I don't fall off the wire
I don't have honesty 'cause it's something that's not required
'Cause I don't really need to talk 'bout how I feel
'Cause nobody's gon' really care, girl, let's be real
My heart is solid, know it's made up out of steel
Emotions hidden, know I keep them all concealed

As of late I've been feeling like I've been under fire
Way too impatient, I feel like I should just go retire
Walking a thin line, I'm praying I don't fall off the wire
I don't have honesty 'cause it's something that's not required
'Cause I don't really need to talk 'bout how I feel
'Cause nobody's gon' really care, girl, let's be real
My heart is solid, know it's made up out of steel
Emotions hidden, know I keep them all concealed