The Weight (2k20)

It feel like the world's on my back don't know who to hit
I just keep on pearling out this pack, I'm polluting it
I can see it clearer every match with my foolishness
I can't see a mirror off this gas or hallucinogens
I can't be the bearer of this angst, I been losing it
Getting even nearer to them answers I'm Googling
How I lost a parent and the pack I commuted with
My mother in the air, I just ask for my stewardess
My brothers hate to hear it, I be asking confusing shit
Amazed it took this year to feel the fact that I do exist
Away then I appear, I be at where the music is
Prayers disappeared 'cause all the bad shit I'll do again
Delay in my appearance 'cause I'm smacked in my room again
Niggas love to say they 'bout that action then prove it then
Niggas love saying, "Damn, what happen to you and 'nem?"
I struggle with the shade and the passive abusiveness
No one wants you to stay that way
No, I'll give you an example
Some of those cats that came out big before I came out
Like, Biggie, for example
Hunger all up in his voice
Or Big Pun, for that matter, love Big P
Hunger, cut after cut
And these cats were not small to begin with
When they blew up, they blew up
'Cause we the same kind
You feel me?
Hunger may be the key to breakout success