Wrongside

I'm getting older, but the fears don't change
It's all the same except my age
I wanna know if I could live a day
Without the shame of my mistakes

Hold them close to my chest
Replay every misstep
But I'm doing my best
Downward spiral again
Losing touch with my friends
Call them back when this ends

'Cause I'm tongue-tied
Tryna tell myself I'm alright
Always running on the wrong side of my mind
It's been a long ride
Spinning circles and I'm so tired
Always running on the wrong side of my mind

Sometimes I wonder if I'd be happy
If I gave up on of all of these dreams
The line is getting so fucking blurry
With what I want and what I need

Hold them close to my chest
Replay every misstep
But I'm doing my best
Downward spiral again
Losing touch with my friends
Call them back when this ends

'Cause I'm tongue-tied
Tryna tell myself I'm alright
Always running on the wrong side of my mind
It's been a long ride
Spinning circles and I'm so tired
Always running on the wrong side of my mind

It all feels out of reach
And it used to never be
How'd I get so far deep?
The blame is on me, I'm my worst enemy

Always tongue-tied
Tryna tell myself I'm alright
Always running on the wrong side of my mind
It's been a long ride
Spinning circles and I'm so tired
Always running on the wrong side of my mind