Maybe When I'm Ready

[Verse 1]

There's a fire in our house and it never goes out

Never lets me sleep, it leaves ash in my mouth

And I know it makes you wonder who I'm thinking about

It's so heavy

[Verse 2]

I'm throwing water, tryna make it stop

And you're waiting in the bedroom, tryna get me off

And it's hard to be proud when it feels like a loss

It's so heavy

[Chorus]

Maybe when I'm ready I'll finally leave

And we'll both be broken but I'll get to breathe

Maybe when I’m ready I'll go find my heart

She's waiting patiently

She knows that it's been hard

She knows just what I need

I need to find my love 'cause I've been half asleep

She's waving in the dark

She's waving just for me

[Verse 3]

We go out, there's a girl and she's looking at me

And I wanna talk to her but I know that you'll see

And it cuts you inside, it cuts you so deep

It's so heavy

[Verse 4]

There's a match in your hand and you're lighting up a joint

You scream at me and then you try to blame me for your choices

I don't know who to trust when the voice in my head is unsteady

[Chorus]

Maybe when I'm ready you'll finally leave

And we'll both be broken but I'll get to breathe

Maybe when I’m ready I'll go find my heart

She's waiting patiently

She knows that it's been hard

She knows just what I need

I need to find my love 'cause I've been half asleep

She's waving in the dark

She's waving just for me

[Outro]

Maybe when I'm ready I'll go find my heart

She's waiting patiently

She knows that it's been hard

She knows just what I need