Beholder

Oh I'll say anything if it means saving this

Even though I was told and mentioned I will surely miss

So I heard a few will make it all go away

Biting my lips just to feel none

Know nothing of this pain

Thoughts while overthinking

I'll just try to sleep them away

Good luck staying sane in this hellish place

And this is where i'll, this where i'll leave it all behind

Make some room for this troubled kid

Searching for lasting lies

Well I heard there's one that all of us send

I love that I keep discovering mine

Especially since there's a 90% chance

Of boring out there outside

Ill jump out this window just to be caught by arms

Hoping they can hold the imagination that comes along

Yet still I'm broken because of two and only left with me and I

Let me continue by saying that I

I care too much for this life

Oh I pity the fool who was found guilty of stealing my heart

Don't move a muscle cause I heard anger is on, on the watch

Now I'm not saying I regret anything

But I sure as hell would change some times

Busted lip and bloody fists

Oh shake it off son don't you cry

Molded by other lines and created by the space between

Scream at the top of my lungs

Let it echo (echo) through the trees

Cringe at the thought of other hims

But proposing the thought of other hers

I hope this burning desire

I hope it catches up with me

And seeing how beauty is in the eye of the beholder

I guess I'm out of luck

I find it hard to believe that I can't hate anything

Oh larger the heart, bigger the fool

Dare I say I'm falling for who

Left me without speaking to be like them (to fuck him)

Oh with soft skin and softer eyes

Wish I was kissing shoulders to say goodnight

Cause to be honest I would rather end up with

And if it sounds like I'm begging

It's cause I'm begging for the truth

And if it sounds like I'm running

It's cause I want nothing to do

With what was said about me

When I was trying to my soul

Oh say what?

And truth be told I'm not done thinking about this

I must have missed the memo titled

"How to get past the I still want you step"

And with all these words in my head

I wish that they could reach my lips

Cause after seeing last night

I just went home and cried

Seeing what I miss all this time

And I

I don't want to lose sight

Of what I had in mind

But I'll give it all up just for this

And though I base my life around the idea that I'm seeing

More than what I'm seeing

I'll change my ways

I'll simplify for this

And I felt the breeze as it walked out of my life

But it seems like some

Some wanna stay here this time

Oh I'll give my heart

My dilapidated soul for this

And I

I don't have to think twice

About who I can trust with

With what I have to give

And I believe what I've been told my whole life

About who I am

And about what I can do for this life

But I guess overlooked some

I overlooked some of it

In my eyes I somehow miss that

Beauty's in the eye of the beholder

I guess I'm in love

Beholder, beholder being you

And If it kills me

If kills me to sink and feel

I guess I'll die trying for this

And this broken idea of love in my head

Is not felt within

And I will lie awake tonight thinking of this

(Beauty's in the eye of the beholder

I guess I'm in love)

And I will lie awake tonight thinking of this

(Beholder, beholder being you)

And I will lie awake tonight thinking of this

(Beauty's in the eye of the beholder

I guess I'm in love)

And I will lie awake tonight thinking of this

(Beholder, beholder being you)

And I will lie awake tonight thinking of this

(Beauty's in the eye of the beholder

I guess I'm in love)

And I will lie awake tonight thinking of this

(Beholder, beholder being you)

And I will lie awake tonight thinking of this

(Beauty's in the eye of the beholder

I guess I'm in love)

And I will lie awake tonight thinking of this

(Beholder, beholder being you)

Well here it is the big one, the big finish

The way that you move me

Well it simply makes me cringe

And I when I lay awake tonight

I'll think about of this, oh I'll think of you

Oh I'll think of you