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Blue Hour
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Spiral

Release date: 26th August 2020

From Blue HourTrack 112:55

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"Spiral" is a track by MOTHICA, from the album Blue Hour, released 26th August 2020. The track is 2:55 long. It's filed under Pop. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 3 articles about MOTHICA.

About the Artist

MOTHICA

MOTHICA

Lyrics

Spiral

Somebody's gonna love me
Even when I don't love myself
Somebody's thinking of me
Even when I don't trust myself
Sometimes I get lonely
Sometimes I get worried
If I'm writing this story, oh no

You've been suffering
Yeah, I know what it's like to feel the bitter end
You're not alone tonight

Even when I'm upside down
Don't know where to go when I'm lost and found
Even when I'm upside down
I know I'll be just fine
Even when I'm upside down
I can't even feel, I'm so numb right now
Even when I'm upside down
I know I'll be alright

Don't know when it started
Always felt this way, and it feels so low
Call me heavy hearted
I've been overthinking 'cause I can't let go
With nobody to talk to
I've always been see-through
I know you feel it too
I know

You've been suffering
Yeah, I know what it's like to feel the bitter end
You're not alone tonight

Even when I'm upside down
Don't know where to go when I'm lost and found
Even when I'm upside down
I know I'll be just fine
Even when I'm upside down
I can't even feel, I'm so numb right now
Even when I'm upside down
I know I'll be alright

Oh, I'm not afraid to spiral
Oh, it's all about the cycle
I know I'll be alright
Won't give up the fight
Know I'll make it out on the other side

I'm not afraid to spiral
Oh, it's all about the cycle
I know I'll be alright
Won't give up the fight
Know I'll make it out on the other side

I'm not afraid to spiral
Oh, it's all about the cycle
I know I'll be alright
Won't give up the fight
Know I'll make it out on the other side

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Track details

From Blue Hour

2:552020

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Album

27th August 2020

Track number

11

Release year

2020

1Now
3:00
2Everything At Once
3:03
3Blackout
2:48
4Hands Off
3:09

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Mothica — BULLET (from Somewhere In Between - EP) [2:42]
Mothica — Evergreen Misery (from Somewhere In Between - EP) [3:18]
Mothica — WEAPON (from Somewhere In Between - EP) [2:27]
Mothica — Somewhere In Between (from Somewhere In Between - EP) [3:10]
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MOTHICA — Feather*
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MOTHICA — [Redacted 2]*
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MOTHICA — RB-X*
MOTHICA — WIWI*
MOTHICA — Confession
MOTHICA — Hurt Like Me
MOTHICA — LWYD*
MOTHICA — Salem
MOTHICA — Prey on Me*
MOTHICA — VICES II
MOTHICA — Vices (Heavy Remix)
MOTHICA — Toxins (Heavy Remix)
MOTHICA — Toxins (remix)
MOTHICA — REPTILIAN
MOTHICA — Afterlife (Heavy Remix)
MOTHICA — Eyes Without a Face (from the “American Psycho” Comic Series Soundtrack)
MOTHICA — The Void (from Kissing Death) [1:32]
MOTHICA — Curiosity Killed the Moth (from Kissing Death) [3:08]
MOTHICA — Kissing Death (from Kissing Death) [2:35]
MOTHICA — Mirage (from Kissing Death) [2:18]
MOTHICA — Oblivion for Two (from Kissing Death) [2:41]
MOTHICA — Doomed (from Kissing Death) [3:27]
MOTHICA — Exit Plan (from Kissing Death) [2:37]
MOTHICA — The Reaper (from Kissing Death) [2:41]
MOTHICA — Oblivion For Two (Demo)
MOTHICA — Afterlife (from Kissing Death) [2:43]
MOTHICA — Red (from Kissing Death) [3:31]
MOTHICA — Toxins (from Kissing Death) [2:23]
MOTHICA — Another High (from Kissing Death) [2:48]
MOTHICA — Kissing Death Album Trailer
MOTHICA — Nocturnal (original demo)
MOTHICA — Sirens
MOTHICA — Glow in the Dark (From Rocksmith+ Original Soundtrack)
MOTHICA — Glow in the Dark
MOTHICA — Shadows*
MOTHICA — SWITCHBLADE
MOTHICA — The Rapture (but it's Pink)
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MOTHICA — NIGHT TERROR
MOTHICA — Zzz's
MOTHICA — MIDNIGHT
MOTHICA — GOODNIGHT
MOTHICA — nothing good happens after 2am
MOTHICA — S.T.A.R.
MOTHICA — LULLABY (Remix)
MOTHICA — NIGHTSHIFT
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MOTHICA — Lullaby (lofi) (from Nocturnal (Lofi Beats To Fall Asleep To) - EP) [2:35]
MOTHICA — Nocturnal (lofi) (from Nocturnal (Lofi Beats To Fall Asleep To) - EP) [2:18]
MOTHICA — R.E.m. (lofi) (from Nocturnal (Lofi Beats To Fall Asleep To) - EP) [3:35]
MOTHICA — Sleepwalk (lofi) (from Nocturnal (Lofi Beats To Fall Asleep To) - EP) [1:28]
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MOTHICA — TEARS (from Nocturnal) [2:37]
MOTHICA — LULLABY (from Nocturnal) [3:02]
MOTHICA — BEDTIME STORIES (from Nocturnal) [2:08]
MOTHICA — BACK OF MY MIND (from Nocturnal) [2:47]
MOTHICA — BLOOD (from Nocturnal) [2:41]
MOTHICA — CASUALTY (from Nocturnal) [2:38]
MOTHICA — ABSINTHE (from Nocturnal) [2:26]
MOTHICA — R.E.M. (from Nocturnal) [2:56]
MOTHICA — NOCTURNAL (from Nocturnal) [2:47]
MOTHICA — HIGHLIGHTS (from Nocturnal) [2:40]
MOTHICA — I (from Nocturnal) [0:39]
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MOTHICA — LAST CIGARETTE
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MOTHICA — Upside (from Forever Fifteen - EP) [2:31]
MOTHICA — Funhouse (from Forever Fifteen - EP) [3:05]
MOTHICA — Can You Feel My Heart (Mothica version)
MOTHICA — forever fifteen (acoustic)
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MOTHICA — VICES (remixes)
MOTHICA — VICES (Stripped)
MOTHICA — VICES (CMTEN Remix)
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MOTHICA — Hands Off (from Blue Hour) [3:09]
MOTHICA — Blue Hour (from Blue Hour) [3:38]
MOTHICA — Crash (from Blue Hour) [3:18]
MOTHICA — Hungover (from Blue Hour) [3:21]
MOTHICA — Blackout (from Blue Hour) [2:48]
MOTHICA — Vices (from Blue Hour) [2:58]
MOTHICA — Sober Interlude (from Blue Hour) [1:11]
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MOTHICA — R.I.F.P. (from Blue Hour) [3:52]
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MOTHICA — Heavy Heart (Hari Von Wintr Remix)
MOTHICA — Mark My Words (Snocker Remix)
MOTHICA — Mark My Words (YSA Remix)
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MOTHICA — No One (from Mythic - EP) [4:19]
MOTHICA — Scared (from Mythic - EP) [2:51]
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MOTHICA — Give Me a Minute
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MOTHICA — Smother
MOTHICA — Little Tooth
MOTHICA — Sometimes i write songs instead of killing myself
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MOTHICA — Helpless
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MOTHICA — Starchild Ft. Kevin Abstract
MOTHICA — Open Me (remix)
MOTHICA — Numb
MOTHICA — Something Better
MOTHICA — Hide
MOTHICA — Bed Sheets

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