She Is Afraid

I can't explain it
I can't ignore it
All these feelings
I've felt have been working against me, man
Since I've been alive
It's kind of funny
Strange, I never saw it
Unless somebody spells it out
I never understand
At least that's how it feels
And she is afraid of the sounds
That I make when I'm around
And she's taking it out on me
She gets enraged at the void
I return to when destroyed
And she's taking it out on me
I heard a story
Strangely uninvited
Crashed into me
Knocked me out
Rearranged everything I thought I'd ever known
I used to feel bad
But now I'm uncertain
They tell me I'm fine
But I'm never through working out problems
In my head
Instead of being present
Tensions rising in defense
She is afraid of the sounds
That I make when I'm around
And she's taking it out on me
She gets enraged at the void
I return to when destroyed
And she's taking it out on me
I'm not trying to cause a scene
I'm just trying to understand
I'm not trying to cause a scene
I'm just trying to understand
She is afraid of the sounds
That I make when I'm around
And she's taking it out on me
She gets enraged at the void
I return to when destroyed
And she's taking it out on me