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Nessa Barrett
young forever (extended)
die first

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die first

Release date: 6th October 2022

From young forever (extended)Track 122:57

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"die first" is a single by Nessa Barrett, from the album young forever (extended), released 6th October 2022. The track is 2:57 long. It's filed under Pop. Full lyrics are available below. Dork has published 5 articles about Nessa Barrett.

About the Artist

Nessa Barrett

Nessa Barrett

Lyrics

die first

You're all I ever wanted
So, how come I'm still haunted by the thoughts inside my head?
You love me but no matter what you say
There's only one of two ways that this is gonna end

Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies

I hope I die first
'Cause I don't wanna live without you
I don't wanna ever learn
How to fall asleep without you
Tell me what's worse
Losing you now or later?
Maybe I can break the curse
And I can be in love forever
If I die

You're my fire and my safety
You never mean to break me
And that's why I'm afraid
'Cause someday, everybody's leaving
You promise that you'll stay
But that's a promise you can't make

Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies

I hope I die first
'Cause I don't wanna live without you
I don't wanna ever learn
How to fall asleep without you
Tell me what's worse
Losing you now or later?
Maybe I can break the curse
And I can be in love forever
If I die first

I hope I die first
I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever

Can't escape it, that's how it works
Someone dies or someone gets hurt
But if one of us dies

I hope I die first
'Cause I don't wanna live without you
I don't wanna ever learn
How to fall asleep without you
Tell me what's worse
Losing you now or later?
Maybe I can break the curse
And I can be in love forever
If I die first

I hope I die first
I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever
If I die first
I hope I die first
I can be in love forever, love forever, love forever

Lyrics provided by LRCLIB

Track details

From young forever (extended)

2:572022Single

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Album

young forever (extended)

7th October 2022

Track number

12

Release year

2022

1tired of california
3:11
2gaslight
3:16
3talk to myself
2:46
4fuckmarrykill
3:33

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Nessa Barrett — Buffalo 66 (from Jesus loves a primadonna) [4:27]
Nessa Barrett — Moulin Rouge (from Jesus loves a primadonna) [3:11]
Nessa Barrett — Stay With Me (from Jesus loves a primadonna) [3:47]
Nessa Barrett — Venom (from Jesus loves a primadonna) [3:04]
Nessa Barrett — High On Heaven (from Jesus loves a primadonna) [3:19]
Nessa Barrett — Black Haired Madonna (from Jesus loves a primadonna) [3:33]
Nessa Barrett — PINS AND NEEDLES (Live) (from AFTERCARE TOUR (LIVE IN LOS ANGELES)) [3:21]
Nessa Barrett — GLORY BOX (Live) (from AFTERCARE TOUR (LIVE IN LOS ANGELES)) [1:52]
Nessa Barrett — GASLIGHT (Live) (from AFTERCARE TOUR (LIVE IN LOS ANGELES)) [3:34]
Nessa Barrett — GIVEN ENOUGH (Live) (from AFTERCARE TOUR (LIVE IN LOS ANGELES)) [3:27]
Nessa Barrett — HEARTBREAK IN THE HAMPTONS (Live) (from AFTERCARE TOUR (LIVE IN LOS ANGELES)) [1:55]
Nessa Barrett — P*RNSTAR (Live) (from AFTERCARE TOUR (LIVE IN LOS ANGELES)) [4:08]
Nessa Barrett — LOVE LOOKS PRETTY ON YOU (Live) (from AFTERCARE TOUR (LIVE IN LOS ANGELES)) [2:15]
Nessa Barrett — AMERICAN BEAUTY (Live) (from AFTERCARE TOUR (LIVE IN LOS ANGELES)) [3:19]
Nessa Barrett — DOES GOD CRY? (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [3:39]
Nessa Barrett — DISCO (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [3:18]
Nessa Barrett — GLITTER AND VIOLENCE (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [3:05]
Nessa Barrett — S.L.U.T. (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [2:28]
Nessa Barrett — RUSSIAN ROULETTE (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [2:31]
Nessa Barrett — PINS AND NEEDLES (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [3:22]
Nessa Barrett — KEEP YOUR EYES ON ME BOY (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [3:04]
Nessa Barrett — MUSTANG BABY (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [3:12]
Nessa Barrett — HEARTBEAT (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [3:09]
Nessa Barrett — P*RNSTAR (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [2:29]
Nessa Barrett — STAY ALIVE (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [3:11]
Nessa Barrett — AMERICAN BEAUTY (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [3:17]
Nessa Barrett — EDWARD SCISSORHANDS (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [3:31]
Nessa Barrett — GIVEN ENOUGH (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [3:24]
Nessa Barrett — BREAKFAST IN BED (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [3:08]
Nessa Barrett — LOVE LOOKS PRETTY ON YOU (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [3:13]
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Nessa Barrett — DIRTY LITTLE SECRET (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [3:35]
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Nessa Barrett — BABYDOLL (from AFTERCARE DELUXE) [3:39]
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Nessa Barrett — GIVEN ENOUGH (from AFTERCARE) [3:24]
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Nessa Barrett — BANG BANG! (from hell is a teenage girl) [2:16]
Nessa Barrett — lie (from hell is a teenage girl) [3:34]
Nessa Barrett — american jesus (from hell is a teenage girl) [2:49]
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Nessa Barrett — madhouse (from young forever) [2:06]
Nessa Barrett — die first (from young forever) [2:57]
Nessa Barrett — dear god (from young forever) [2:12]
Nessa Barrett — tired of california (from young forever) [3:11]
Nessa Barrett — unnecessary violence (from young forever) [3:15]
Nessa Barrett — fuckmarrykill (from young forever) [3:33]
Nessa Barrett — forgive the world (from young forever) [2:29]
Nessa Barrett — lovebomb (from young forever) [3:09]
Nessa Barrett — gaslight (from young forever) [3:16]
Nessa Barrett — lucky star (from young forever) [1:23]
Nessa Barrett — noose (from young forever (extended)) [2:21]
Nessa Barrett — decay (from young forever (extended)) [2:29]
Nessa Barrett — god's favorite (from young forever (extended)) [2:59]
Nessa Barrett — deathmatch (from young forever (extended)) [2:42]
Nessa Barrett — dear god (from young forever (extended)) [2:12]
Nessa Barrett — gaslight (from young forever (extended)) [3:16]
Nessa Barrett — do you really want to hurt me? (from young forever (extended)) [2:09]
Nessa Barrett — tired of california (from young forever (extended)) [3:11]
Nessa Barrett — unnecessary violence (from young forever (extended)) [3:15]
Nessa Barrett — madhouse (from young forever (extended)) [2:06]
Nessa Barrett — lovebomb (from young forever (extended)) [3:09]
Nessa Barrett — too hot to cry (from young forever (extended)) [3:08]
Nessa Barrett — lucky star (from young forever (extended)) [1:23]
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6forgive the world

7too hot to cry

9unnecessary violence

12die first

2:57

15do you really want to hurt me?

16god's favorite