GROWN

Is it easier love
To keep it cold
Is it easier love
Now we are grown
Is it easier love
To keep it cold
Is it easier love
Now we are grown
Blessing and a curse
Tryna put the work in
Thinking bout you now
Really hits me where it hurts been
Rambling for days
Pacing round the pub
One to take the pain away but one is never quite enough
Feel like I deserve it
Wasn't always golden
Ran from situations should've reaped in what I sowed in
Now I'm all grown up
Feel like the seed in me is broken
All I really need is him to tell me I could hold him
My soul is hurting now I think its time to go
I don't know if that's the sign or just the sign to change my role
Been on the mountain top for time
Before we couldn't see the snow
When you're lonely like a crow
You come and then we smoke that crow
Crunchy M&M's up on my table dresser
Tryna clean and make it better
No more messy lifestyle
No more frowns just pure smiles
You stay  round when i'm down
Sometimes I put you down
You know that I don't mean it
Tryna change just like the seasons
We're growing like some cells up in the skin
Like some kids into there teens
I met you way back in our teens
Still love you now we're in our tees
Dot my I's and cross my T's
Because I mean it
My Language isn't perfect
I observe it when you're bleeding
Aint she nice?
Looking at our pictures
Ripping them apart
Thank you from the scriptures
Never practice what you preach
I'm walking
away and when I am falling down
I see you crawl up
So glad that it's over now
Look who's coming
You a user
And I'm not a fool hun
Keep it cooped up
Try pose like a ruler
You a user try box me
Go twos up
Nay a nuisance
She fucked up the blueprint
You a user
And I'm not a fool hun
Keep it Cooped up
Try pose like a ruler
Is it easier love
To keep it cold
Is it easier love
Now we are grown
Is it easier love
To keep it cold
Is it easier love
Now we are grown