Monochrome

[Verse 1]

I'm trying to survive these strange days

This life can be such an adventure

The world stands before my eyes

Wilder than it has ever been

I forgot these old memories of youth

That were caught right under the surface

Forgot these souvenirs of you

That were calling back the pain

[Chorus]

I never felt happy somehow

But I'm trying, I'm trying the best I can

I really wanna feel happy sometimes

Really wanna know where the lights are

But it only feels so wrong

It's eating me alive

[Verse 2]

I never know how to shorten the distance

Between my heart and my head

'Cause through my eyes, the days are monochrome

I wanna feel the light of a new day

But I'm so scared of it all...

I'm scared this utter joy ain't lasting forever

It's eating me alive

[Bridge]

It's eating me alive

[Chorus]

I never felt happy somehow

But I'm trying, I'm trying the best I can

I really wanna feel happy sometimes

Really wanna know where the lights are

But it only feels so wrong

It's eating me alive

[Outro]

I'm trying to survive my feelings

The joy is the ghost of a wanderer

Lost somewhere outside of here

Counting every hour