On Purpose*

[Verse 1]

I think that something's wrong

It's just the way I'm wired

Been doing this too long

I'm getting kinda tired

I'll do it for the high

But coming down's a bitch

Should take my own advice

Just be done with it

[Pre-Chorus]

But I can't and I won't do it

Don't understand but I know

[Chorus]

I gotta passion for the things I hate

Loving makes me nervous

But if I know it's bound to break

That's how I know it's perfect

Take the pain that I create

I know I deserve it so

Baby don't feel bad for me

I do this shit on purpose

[Verse 2]

I'm not saying that it's healthy

I'm just saying that it helps me

Knowing I did it myself

And I didn't get it from anyone else

I'd rather break my heart a thousand times

And let you break it once

I'd rather hide behind my walls

And let you take my love

[Pre-Chorus]

Cause I can't, and I won't do it

Don't understand, but I know

[Chorus]

I gotta passion for the things I hate

Loving makes me nervous

But if I know it's bound to break

That's how I know it's perfect

Take the pain that I create

I know I deserve it so

Baby don't feel bad for me

I do this shit on purpose

[Outro]

I do this shit on purpose (oh no)

I do this shit on purpose

I do this shit on purpose

I do I do I do I do this shit on purpose

I do this shit on purpose

Cause I know I’m no perfect

I do this shit on purpose

Cause I know I’m no perfect