Applaud

I'm pulling out my hair
The window's cracked, and I can feel the evening air
Look into mirrors and I try not stop and stare
The guy I used to know, he's just not there

I'm forgetting all my memories, a man, a blank façade
A memory of a lifetime when my mind wasn't so flawed
So I'll say my bits about it and audience applauds
Sitting, crying in the back room whilst the final curtain calls
I'm overthinking everything, struggling to see
Taking all my steps back just to breathe

Staring off to space
The fear of losing keeps me wide awake
The stress is something that I try embrace
A fractured hole, I cannot replace

I'm forgetting all my memories, a man, a blank façade
A memory of a lifetime when my brain wasn't so flawed
So I'll say my bits about it and audience applauds
Sitting, crying in the back room whilst the final curtain calls

I'm struggling to get it out, words can't seem to form
Too many things to care about, so I wrote it in this song
Another sleepless morning and nights that seemed too long
'Cause my vision's way too clouded, thinking, what did I do wrong?