Blew Up The World

I think you love me when you look at me
But I haven't seen your eyes
Or felt your heat
So I brought it up in therapy
All you could do is look away
And feign relief

Four in the morning
I don't deserve this
I asked for mercy
You gave me cursive
I won't be waning
I won't be waiting
To fall asleep

That's how you blew up the world
And the rising tide is no relief
You've been a real bad girl
I'm out here rotting as you stare at your feet

Caught it all
I can't call my mam at all
I told her there's nothing wrong
I just need to fall asleep
Oh the the tiles beneath me cool me down
Your silence burns us to the ground

That's how you blew up the world
And I've learned for sure your name is Grief
You've been a real bad girl
Dearly beloved stood in disbelief
That's how you blew up the world
And you counted down in front of me
You looked so sure
When you said you don't regret a thing

Four in the morning
I don't deserve this
I asked for mercy
You gave me cursive