Hotel Room

I can't leave now, yeah I'm stuck though

I let myself down, had to let go

'cause I can maintain on my own now

And I can't look back, wish I could though yeah

And I don't really wanna say this part

I'm afraid of what you'll blame me for

Even though I know it wasn't my fault

I can never seem to get that far

All these vices

Bars, lines, Percocet

The worst part's over

But I'm still sober

'Cause now my house feels like a cheap hotel room

And if I wake up, won't be until noon

Heart-shaped stains on the dirty carpet, everywhere

I never got a chance to see what's out there

I connect dots on a popcorn ceiling

Waiting on life to come and find me, before I do

Spending my time in the workshop

Obsessing on these songs 'til they all drop

I'll keep you entertained with my dark thoughts

100 000 streams for a soft spot

And I don't wanna relive this part

I'm afraid of what you'll blame me for

Even thought I know it wasn't your fault

I can never seem to get that far

All these vices

Bars, lines, Percocet

The worst part's over

But I'm still sober

'Cause now my house feels like a cheap hotel room

And if I wake up, won't be until noon

Heart-shaped stains on the dirty carpet, everywhere

I never got a chance to see what's out there

I connect dots on a popcorn ceiling

Waiting on life to come and find me, before I do

And I don't really wanna say this part

I'm afraid of what you'll blame me for

Even though I know it wasn't my fault

I can never seem to get that far

All these vices

Bars, lines, Percocet

The worst part's over

But I'm still sober

'Cause now my house feels like a cheap hotel room

And if I wake up, won't be until noon

Heart-shaped stains on the dirty carpet, everywhere

I never got a chance to see what's out there

I connect dots on a popcorn ceiling

Waiting on life to come and find me, before I do

(-you are a freak

-what?

-no, I'm serious, you're a freak, do you wanna be normal? do you wanna be just like everyone else?)