Girlhood is a spectrum, pretty is destruction I just fell from grace, and I made it into something Fight you fair the first time, then I called my cousins (come on) Buzzards get the buzz in, Tim Burton my button Tattered frilly dresses, bloody covered knuckles Rotting from my insides, glitter bones and honey (heavy) Daughter of thy Lilith, sister of thy Eve Men are violent liars, Adam's apples proves they're thieves (come on) I am so disgusting, I am so salacious (uh) I am purest evil with the sweetest bit of fragrance (uh) I am not your sister, I am not your friend (uh) I am full of anger, full of violence and then Look at how you made me, look at how I'm behaving Look at what it gave me, Alchemist my aching Carrie when she went to prom, stop and give me back my crown Pigs blood when I hit the stage, bitches kiss the floor I walk on I'm David Lynch, babe, I'm smoking blue velvet Hit the twin peaks, now I'm fucked up and I'm bended If only I could understand the reason for my crying If only I could stop this fear of dreaming that I'm dying I'm drinking blood in the mountain, I got the fountain of youth I'm scaring men off with rumors, can't tell the lies from the truth I am convicted of witchcraft, and now I burn at the stake I light a spliff by the fire and let my destiny fate I am the lamb and the lion, the sacrifice of the blood The Mary Magdalene body and spirit love from above I dance around in my darkness and pull my shadow up close I'm fornicating with spirits and making love to the ghosts I paint a mask on my face and let the underworld know I have Persephone blood and pomegranates at my door I came from Hades in a Mercedes, in all tinted fours I cocked the stick back to sit back and raise the suicide doors I'm mixed with royalty and mystery, sorcery and history Black magic on my opps 'cause they tried to cause me misery I'm not 7:30, I'm quarter to fucking 9:00 (uh) My daughters in my closet but they are not mine (what up?) My shoes are sky high, my boots is thigh high My style is doll-ette, my mind is sci-fi You got the update, it's been my high time I'm in my house, my pretty doll house I pull the string, marionettes is all out I spill the tea, no Boston Tea Party There's only one queen, Nicki, The Queen Barbie I'm David Lynch, babe, I'm smoking blue velvet Hit the twin peaks, now I'm fucked up and I'm bended If only I could understand the reason for my crying If only I could stop this fear of dreaming that I'm dying I'm David Lynch, babe, I'm smoking blue velvet Hit the twin peaks, now I'm fucked up and I'm bended If only I could understand the reason for my crying If only I could stop this fear of dreaming that I'm dying This is for my rapist and all of my abusers (oh, he's sorry?) You may have the world fooled, but I see right through you (he's sorry?) I'm broken inside, darlin', I don't wanna be bothered (he's sorry?) I've been through too much, babe, I feel like Laura Palmer (he's sorry, he's sorry, he's sorry) I've been a statistic, and every one ignored me If I was a man, they would have coddled me, adored me But I am a girl, so they hate my fucking guts They tell me I ain't shit and that I fucking suck (you ain't shit) If I was man, I could get away with murder But I am girl, so I have mental disorder (do you understand?) If I was a man, they would laugh and call me cute (what up?) If I was man, they would bat their eyes and swoon If I was a man, they would give me second chances (what up?) But I am a girl, got everyone here in a panic They like to judge my antic, they're all obsessed, fanatic Nowhere fast, and you're not coming (The only way you know how to treat woman is by treating them like whores) I'm David Lynch, babe, I'm smoking blue velvet Hit the twin peaks, now I'm fucked up and I'm bended If only I could understand the reason for my crying If only I could stop this fear of dreaming that I'm dying I'm David Lynch, babe, I'm smoking blue velvet Hit the twin peaks, now I'm fucked up and I'm bended If only I could understand the reason for my crying If only I could stop this fear of dreaming that I'm dying