I Love You / You Hate Me

I still remember that day, when I first hit you up
And that smile on your face, knew that she was the one
I was digging my grave, lost in my ways, really had no luck
Then you gave me some faith, that maybe I could finally trust
Our late night conversations, we would talk up, on the phone for hours
Didn't judge where I came from, barely had an income
But to you, it didn't matter
You fell in love from the inside
I feel your pain, and I know that you feel mine
Then I'm watching these years just go by
Once again, we'd argue and fight
Say I'm wrong, when I know that I'm right
Our L-O-V-E so blind
Have makeup sex, know I can't resist
What the hell is this?
I'm not fine
Now I'm
Sifting through these memories, we shared together
You lied, and told me that we'd always be forever

I love you
You hate me
So toxic
It's crazy
I wonder if I am on your mind
I feel like I keep wasting my time
I love you
You hate me
So toxic
It's crazy
I wonder if I am on your mind
I feel like I keep wasting my time

Such a bad temper, I need to learn to control it
And we're never revamping, the rage inside keeps growing
It's about to get physical, without a plan in motion
I keep looking for answers, but every time I ask, you blow it
Like when will I realize?
Need to move on, I can't do this no more
Still missin' them car rides, reminiscing, alright
Why can't I let go?
You're confident, sexy, but also a hot mess
Your arms around me, there's no stress
We both had goals, with strong ambition
Now, I'm sitting here, wishin' I could forget
I stooped so low in the dark
Gave you the keys to my heart
Become so cold, tell me where do I go?
When my whole world fallin' apart?
Damn
Must a took me for a fuckin' fool
'Cause ain't nobody gonna love you, like I do

I love you
You hate me
So toxic
It's crazy
I wonder if I am on your mind
I feel like I keep wasting my time
I love you
You hate me
So toxic
It's crazy
I wonder if I am on your mind
I feel like I keep wasting my time

I don't wanna love no mo'
I'm sorry it's too late, you'll miss me when I'm goh-oo-won
So many questions I'll never know why-ee-yi
It always felt like I'm the only one to try-ee-yi
Just want relief, I don't wanna die
Been on repeat, can't get you off my mind

I love you
You hate me
So toxic
It's crazy
I love you
You hate me (you hate me)
So toxic
It's crazy (it's crazy)
I wonder if I am on your mind (really wanna know)
I feel like I keep wastin' my time
I love you
You hate me
So toxic
It's crazy
I wonder if I am on your mind
I feel like I keep wasting my time