Ready to Leave

[Intro]

It takes a real man to look in the mirror

Recognize his flaws, accept his flaws

And then change his flaws, yo

[Verse 1]

Self-centered, chauvinistic

Wealth hindered, most statistic

A few truthful labels accepting my soul [?]

I've fornicated, not mourned over hatred

Knew I was doing wrong and I swore it was greatness

[?] many people for the sake of my own

Robbed and stolen not even for the sake of my home

I am reckless, violent, sexist, silent

A crash course collision with no source of vision

An unfaithful male, unfocused father

Ungrateful tales of hopeless [?]

A mishap birthplace, miss that worst case

Worst day of my life every year is my birthday

I can't even kiss my chick the same

I can't even grip her hips the same

But God is listening and I ask Him to change me now

And if not that, then take me now

[Hook: Macho]

I'm ready to leave

My life ain't worth living [?] existing

This place where I was trusted 'cause I been doing wrong

My girl, my fam, my friends, sold them all out for money

Can't look in the mirror no more for fear of what I got in store

[Verse 2: Propaganda]

I knew she was married, knew better

Knew other women, news is I just became what I refused to be

I'll spare you the details and cut to the conclusion

Ran out of excuses, can't use "I'm only human"

I tried to fight it like choice was a factor

But you can't put a band-aid on cancer

Wrong answer and life just proved it

Ain't never let a tool click

But been so judgmental on souls I've left bruises

Earned my position of man on the third cross

I say I'm through lying but call me on it, I'll deny it

Shattered dreams and promises, a closed-minded hypocrite

All the while standing in the pulpit

[Hook: Macho]

I'm ready to leave

My life ain't worth living [?] existing

This place where I was trusted 'cause I been doing wrong

My girl, my fam, my friends, sold them all out for money

Can't look in the mirror no more for fear of what I got in store

[Verse 3: ]

1989, heavenly light shine

Revelation on my mind of thirteen years

And though I had preludes to the truth

Before with my knees on the floor

Tears on my eyes, it's never been this clear

And these pages of life turned

I succeed, I feel like it burned

I fall short, I grow, and I learn

It all leads to the present day

Presently I hesitantly engage in heavenly activities

I can't remember last time I prayed for real

Not just catchy phrases that my mind can spill at will

I'm a crafty cat skilled in making people feel

And what's crazy, I mean, so amazing

Is that I can change this in the blink of an eye

I could pick up my [?] book, read in silence and talk

Rededicate my heart, that's the reason that Christ died

But still I choose to lose myself in this endless night

So do I really wanna change my life?

[Hook]

I'm ready to leave

My life ain't worth living [?] existing

This place where I was trusted 'cause I been doing wrong

My girl, my fam, my friends, sold them all out for money

Can't look in the mirror no more for fear of what I got in store

Part 2

[Verse 4: Propaganda]

Concept driven, bomb threat killing

Insight for [?] rhyming nicer

Bring your best, I bet that fool's a biter

Sound so similar, y'all is immature

Left to my own, I learned to own my own

Time signature, perfect picture

Came to get your hands up

Creative minds everywhere stand up