Mirrors Are More Fun Than Television (Live)

My conflicted being, body and blood

I try and fake with earnest, it's never good enough

What is this I'm seeing?

Happiness for those who dare to take charge

Hate becomes a fuel

Fear can't kill you, but the spiteful thoughts are never-ending

Jealousy is the underlying cause

Pathetic attempts to deny a truth that's always been known

Fighting won't get anywhere

You've been down there, you know that road

Choice is not in your hands

"This is the age of sin

Revel in the annihilation of man

Plot designs of death

Destroy the image of God"

I am not this, it's just churning thoughts and sleepless nights

Desiring for an end to the fear

Fear is creeping in

Tragic shell a reminder of who I used to be

This fear is creeping in

Manifesting far too soon

For the lives of the martyrs to my ends

For the time I would have spent, I tried so hard

I am not this, it's just churning thoughts and sleepless nights

Desiring for an end to the fear

Fear is creeping in

A fucking reminder of what I hoped to be

Vision distorted

Hatred reflected