I Punched Through The Wall

I like when you break my heart
It keeps me sharp
And I
I feel love like a cannon ball
I like being ripped apart
You were so mad at me all the time
I still thought you could change your mind
In a quick pulse of adrenaline
I cried
And then I punched through the wall
It felt like nothing at all
Or was it something I said
Was it my fault
I woke up in a pool of sweat
from a bad dream that I didn’t get
You had left me for an empty cup
And you told me you were cleaning up
You said I’m not what is left of me
This runs in the family
And right then it made sense to me
And then I punched through the wall
It felt like nothing at all
Or was it something I said
Was it even my fault
And as I balled up my fists
For another hit
The silhouette of myself
Was as cold as I felt