Everything I Never Want to Be

Hope you're having fun away at college
Since you went there to run from all your fuck ups
You're not so good at getting away from all of the karma
That lies between your tongue and cheek
It's gotten to the point that you're the spitting image of
Everything I never want to be

I gave you chance after chance
And it's obvious you haven't tried at all
By now it's safe to say that I'll be
Erasing every trace you left in these lines
I'm sorry for breaking down when I should have been
Stitching myself back up

You left me on the fence with nowhere to jump
Since you always knew that my balance was
As shitty as my judgement
I had a feeling I'd be lying in the grass
Left for dead
Now I'm stuck looking at that fence

I gave you chance after chance
And it's obvious you haven't tried at all
By now it's safe to say that I'll be
Erasing every trace you left in these lines
I'm sorry for breaking down when I should have been
Stitching myself back up

You've become
The spitting image of everything I never want to be
You're everything I never wanna be