The Pact

It's not just another day
'Cause now I've got to face it without you
And write another end (guess I don't want to seal the fate)

If I can't fly, I will sink
Even in the darkest abyss
I will be standing at the gate by all means
And if he doesn't notice, I'll give him reasons to sign the pact
If blood is a pass, tell me

If I were a monster, if I were the one to damn
Would the trade be honest?
If you are the poison, will you grab me by the hand?
I'll find peace in another world
The ceiling's moving and I'm craving another way
If I were the patient waiting for a surgery
Could you save another heart?

These thoughts on the top of my head
Are making me run fast on the thinnest edge
These thoughts on loop in my head
I wanna make them stop straight away

Sane, I won't be your saint
You've lost on me

I can't find my place
I don't even know the person I am
Living on in the past to feel again
Hear the sirens singing my name

If I can't fly, I will sink
Even in the darkest abyss
I will be standing at the gate by all means
And if he doesn't notice, I'll give him reasons to sign the pact
And bring her back

If I were a monster, if I were the one to damn
Would the trade be honest?
If you are the poison, will you grab me by the hand?
I'll find peace in another world
The ceiling's moving and I'm craving another way
If I were the patient waiting for a surgery
Could you save another heart?

Feels I'm in a race
Where I can't keep the pace
The deeper that you go, the harder you think straight
Feels I'm in a race where I can't beat myself
If you don't wanna sink you know you'll have to
Swim!

Feels like I'm lost at sea
There ain't no room for giving in
Too far away to quit
I'd give my soul away

If I were a monster, if I were the one to damn
Would the trade be honest?
If you are the poison, will you grab me by the hand?
I'll find peace in another world
The ceiling's moving and I'm craving another way
If I were the patient waiting for a surgery
Could you save another heart?