Ma

[Verse 1]

Sorry, I might be single 'til forty

Couple of months, I might just take it back

Because all of these hoes can be boring

Say what you want and it's yours (For real)

That's an advice from my daddy (Yeah)

She wanna fuck me for sure (Yeah)

I just been wanting some balance (Aye)

I do not fuck with the pills and the powder

I don't do the cinnamon challenge (Nah)

I don't vacay when I need to chill

Man, I just go home to my parents (Uh)

But I ain't been home in three years (Mm)

'Cause of some visa shit (Mm)

My daddy been growin' some greys (Dad)

I feel like a piece of shit (Shit)

Please don't ask me to go to your wedding, I missеd my sister's, bitch (I'm so sorry)

And matter of fact, I missed my brothеr's too and that shit looked lit

Flew too close to the sun, but I keep going back, man, I'm a dead fiend

Bitch, I'm a deadbeat uncle, my niece think I live in that screen

[Chorus]

I was tryna make it back home, ma, I promise

You never gave me hard time, but I'm sorry

I should've been there for my sister's daughter

I should've been home for my brother's son

I've been working, bitch, I'm no one and done

My daddy always said I'll be number one

They not touchin' me if I could be so blunt, uh

I'ma run this bitch as long as I'm around, yeah

[Bridge]

Aye, yeah, aye, yeah

Aye, aye, aye, aye

Yeah

Yeah

[Verse 2]

Finally flew back to Jakarta since that first verse

Not linkin' up with friends, all I got left to meet is serpents

I went back to the house I grew up in, I feel too big

My dog used to run out the house, but now I'd have to dig

I been in this bitch, my nephew looking tall as shit

Told the world this my home, but I feel so the opposite

Yeah, I'm outside, lil' bitch, but I've been outside lookin' in

I ain't touch a drink in months, but if my dad pour one, I'll sip

I'm twenty-five, got the prefrontal cortex

I was nineteen, my last project

Sharpen my pen, soundin' perfect

They like, "Where he been? Y'all was upset"

I mean to be real, I lost my mind

That manic episode ain't kind

I went right back, I'm in my prime

I can't go home, I don't got the time

[Chorus]

I was tryna make it home, ma, I promise

You never gave me hard time, but I'm sorry

I should've been there for my sister's daughter

I should've been home for my brother's son

I've been working, bitch, I'm no one and done

My daddy always said I'll be number one

They not touchin' me if I could be so blunt, uh

I'ma run this bitch as long as I'm around, yeah

[Outro]

As long as I'm around, yeah

As long as I'm around

As long as I'm around, yeah

As long as I'm around

Too fucked up, two fingers on the blunt

Two bad hoes, yeah, they like to call a bunch (Woo)

I might be tough, I used to cry a bunch

I feel better now, I was on a run