smile

Walk out late with an empty smile
On my stupid face, it had been a while
Since I felt safe, like a timid child
Ball my fists and run away
Wish I was someone else just for a day

So keep on making stories how you're better than me
I never felt so damn important, still I beg on my knees
Take it all away, take it all away
I been tired of acting like I'm fine, okay

Okay, yeah I heard you talk about me
Know I heard you talk about me
Wait for a moment but it's not coming, not coming, oh
And you know I'm not coming, not coming home, fuck
Guess I'll go and fall in love again
You're someone that I won't forget
Words like daggers, fucking push them through my chest
Fucking push them through my chest (Push them through my chest)
Words like daggers, fucking push them through my chest
Fucking push them through my chest

Feel like an omen, the plague
Fucking spit right on my grave
Show my veins if you wanted to look
I'm more afraid when it's going good
But still you know I never could
Talk about it, talk about it out loud
Wanna shed my skin, I'm fucking screaming "let me out"
Thought it couldn't get worse but we're only going down
I fucking feel like a curse and it hurts you're not around

So keep on making stories how you're better than me
I never felt so damn important, still I beg on my knees
Take it all away, take it all away
I been tired of acting like I'm fine, okay

Okay, yeah I heard you talk about me
Know I heard you talk about me
Wait for a moment but it's not coming, not coming, oh
And you know I'm not coming, not coming home, fuck
Guess I'll go and fall in love again
You're someone that I won't forget
Words like daggers, fucking push them through my chest
Fucking push them through my chest (Push them through my chest)
Words like daggers, fucking push them through my chest
Fucking push them through my chest