Lost Its Allure

I came here bright eyed
And bushy tailed
The whole world to my avail
Could see my name in shining lights

Blessed and highly favored
The sky was cotton candy flavored
But that was back when the dream was mine

Sometimes
I wish I was still asleep
So I don't have to see the truth
Standing right in front of me
Like when God takes your best friend
And they say it's just a lesson, I think
What the hell am I destined for?
Feels like this life of mine has lost its allure

I thought I
Wanted everyone to know my name, but
I think I'm better off unknown
Don't wanna explain
The constraints
Of heartbreak since you went away but
I still put it in my songs
Somehow it all still feels wrong

Sometimes
I wish I was still asleep
So I don't have to see the truth
Standing right in front of me
Like when God takes your best friend
And they say it's just a lesson, I think
What the hell am I destined for?
Feels like this life of mine has lost its allure

I've got
No more tears to cry out
No more fears to find out
Looking for the lighthouse and my doubt
Takes over
Darkness creepin' closer
Someone give me closure
Someone give me closure

Sometimes
I wish I was still asleep
So I don't have to see the truth
That's standing right in front of me
Like when God takes your best friend
And they say it's just a lesson, I think
What the hell am I destined for?
Feels like this life of mine has lost its allure