Missing The Malice

I'm like a leech, I latch to survive
Unbeknownst to me, someone's at my demise
I don't want you close, no, I want you closer
Siphon your love, before you know it, it's over

You're like a thief wielding a weapon
You take what's in reach just to teach me a lesson
You don't wanna leave, don't wanna stay either
One foot out the door and running a fever

I know our love can be toxic, it's wasted
Drawn to you like water from the faucet, it's drainin'
Drops from the chalice, it poisoned our palacе
I'm better off without it, but I'm missing the malicе

When I was yours, we were building a kingdom
But behind the closed doors, there's no such thing as freedom
Now the joke’s on me, call me the jester
Paint me with fear, one of your favorite gestures

I know our love can be toxic, it's wasted
Drawn to you like water from the faucet, it's drainin'
Drops from the chalice, it poisoned our palace
I'm better off without it, but I'm missing the malice

I miss pulling you closer after the war
Seeing you smile as you put down your sword
But it never lasted, my sweet ever after

I know our love can be toxic, it's wasted
Drawn to you like water from the faucet, it's drainin'
Drops from the chalice, it poisoned our palace
I'm better off without it, but I'm missing the malice
I'm missing the malice