Try To Remember, Forget

[Verse 1]

It is my birthday, it is a new year

I should be happy that I am still here

Light up a new joint, put on an old shirt

Try to remember, forget how my brain works

[Pre-Chorus 1]

But I could read a book a night before this year

I knew every word, their definitions clear

But now in stealth I check thesaurus

It's become my guilty mistress

[Chorus 1]

So I heave my breath at burning wax

Cause I know that spark ain't coming back

So I heave my breath at burning wax

Cause I know that spark ain't coming back

[Verse 1]

It is my birthday,  I've got all my friends here

We haven't been talking as of lately

They've all found new bros and babies

I have smoked away my pride

I have smoked away my pride

There is nothing but the cinders of it inside

[Pre-Chorus 2]

But I believed in more than nothingness last year

And under every quiet failure it's still here

Buried breathing under 18 years of tragedy and fear

[Chorus 2]

If I could crawl my way out of this grave

I just think of all the time I'd save

And I heave my breath at burning wax

Cause that spark ain't coming back again

[Bridge]

Stereo's playing the same old songs

The same old songs, but we still hum along

Stereo's playing the same old songs

The same old songs, but we still hum along

Stereo's playing the same old songs

The same old songs, but we still hum along

Stereo's playing the same old songs

The same old songs, but we still hum along

[Pre-Chorus 3]

And in no time we'll be spread across the earth

Donning business suits to show the faceless master what we're worth

From our Huggies to Armani and it all seems so rehearsed

[Chorus 3]

So I heave my breath at burning wax

Cause I know that spark ain't coming back

And I heave my breath at burning wax

Cause that spark ain't coming back

[Outro]

It is my birthday