Last Time

Desperate for the day
Craving for that high
Denying the addiction
It rules my life
Want to disappear
Crawl inside the mind
Vanish from the light
One more I swear
Last time again
I don't need this
Can't help myself
One more I swear
I don't want this suffering
All you say
Won't make it go away
Killing by myself
I'm not here to stay
Already crossed that line
Lucky I'm alive
Climbed out from the bottom
Can't rule my life
Never far behind
Closer every time
I'm the one who saved me
One more I swear
Last time again
I don't want this
Can't help myself
Last time
Building something so much stronger
All you say
Won't make it go away
Killing by myself
I'm not here to stay
Already crossed that line
Lucky I'm alive
Climbed out from the bottom
Can't rule my life
Never far behind
Closer every time
I'm the one who'll save me
The voice, it speaks
It's haunting me
To change my need
Won't let me be
Try to change my ways
A little bit each day
Searching for redemption
Won't rule my life
Beaten, payed the price
Fought to stay alive
I found out my worth
Won't rule my life