Blood pressure

I feel like my timeline's been bent

Like someone's twisted all my veins

And put these thoughts in my head

Because all of a sudden, I'm terrified of dying

I've been running away for so long

I've forgotten what was behind me

'Cause all these bar lights look like halos

Making all of the chicks here look like angels

But I seem to destroy everything I've ever touched

Never fix a fucking thing, just grab a bottle and run

This ain't a confession, it's a warning

I'm not half as good in real life

As you'll make me in your stories

Baby, scratch the surface and I get boring

Tried to fight it, tried to hide it

But fuck it

I am who I am

And that's not just going to change

I've got more alcohol inside me than blood

I'm getting concerned but not enough to give it up

This ain't a confession, it's a warning

I'm not half as good in real life

As you'll make me in your stories

Baby, scratch the surface and I get boring

Tried to fight it, tried to hide it

But fuck it

I am who I am

And I'm not just going to change

I've been trying to fill the hole

Where my soul was residing

But all I feel is my blood pressure rising

She's like "I hear what you're saying

I hate the games that you're playing

You made your point already"

And I've apologized for these cravings

"So either make a change

Or shut the fuck up about it already."