Nosedive

I was driving out on the highway
Thought about swerving in the other lane
Right in front of a bus or a big semi-truck, the impact blew me away
It's not that I'm looking to die I just wonder bout falling sometimes
Looking over the edge I feel alive
I'm thinking about taking a nosedive

It's not that I'm working this dead end job
My brother got the chicken farm
I've got two good hands to take my bottles and cans in
I just never make it that far

I was swimming the river near, just a little up from the weir
The signed said no, but I wanted to go, a ghost leaving the party
Chopping wood out behind the shed
Wondering who would miss me if I fell down dead
Would the flowers grow up through the snow
Would my kid still go to heaven?

It's not that I ain't been sleeping at all, my sister won the lottery
I got two good hands to take my bottles and cans in
I just never made it that far

I was driving out on the highway
Thought about swerving in the other lane