Sick!

[Verse 1]

I'm so God damn sick of not living up to expectations

My stomach's in a knot

I think about the distance I've come an awful lot

And I don't really have too much to say about my spot

I'm caught up in the chase after everything I want

With no progress, I'm out of reach and out of touch with reality

I think they mad at me

My, focus is salary

Their, focus anatomy

They worried about the calories I eat

They worried about gravity, I leap

I've been jumping off the balcony

This a different side to me

I've changed for the better

I plan to take reign but the weather is brisk

I feel sick!

They telling me I'll never forget what I did

But I don't really plan to

My success isn't circumstantial

I'm moving for the plate

But this weight has been heavy like an anvil

I've been at a stand still

[Hook]

I don't even know if I'm okay...

[Verse 2]

It's been two years since I left

And honestly I meant no disrespect

But I obviously haven't even learned who I am

And yet take a look at what everybody expects

I'm sick! But pretend I'm in perfect health

That's the problem I guess

I focused on the wrong things

My art is a way to help me

But this isn't really healthy...

I'm just tryna vent

Cold air through my window

I've been running from my past since the intro

I'm just looking for some justice, wins low

And the losses getting loud, crescendo

I don't, even, hear the, crowd

I have been drowned in my mental

And they don't even listen in the first place

So I guess I'll just fade away

Invisible, worst case

(Fuck)

[Outro]