red-eye

Your magic persuaded me to Patrick's house one night
Most of our friends were drunk, we left by then
It's my fault for saying I try everything worse
'Cause it's a little bit too much, this might be my first endless war
Surface level conversation, I fake interest
(?) leave inserts over bloody (?)
I was in oblivion when she turned me around
Drenched in nerves, my speech was slurred
And my innocence we've yearned
It hurts my head
I always forget my name, it's absurd
I'm losing it again
Lay like a pretzel, intertwine her limbs with mine
I'm trying to keep everything inside
She wants to know me but my mouth doesn't move right
I wanted to be honest but it's not working tonight
Hurts my head
I always forget my name, it's absurd
I'm losing it again
When we fly on Heaven's gate
She's a sequined escape
Sipping from a cue
She must think I'm a state
Checking I still have a pulse
Feels like (?) giving birth
She dances naked on the bed
To teach me body confidence
I'm losing it again
I'm losing it again
Hurts my head
I always forget my name, it's absurd
I'm losing it again
Hurts my head
I always forget my name, it's absurd
I'm losing it again
I'm losing it again
Again
Again
Again