purgatory

When my life flashes before my eye's
Will I be ready or beg for more time?
Nothing scares me like my irrelevance
That's why I fill every silence with nonsense
From tomorrow on I'm gonna be legit
No more saying things for the hell of it
You know I get carried away with things
I just wanted you to find me interesting
Days avalanche me
Another year flees the scene
I won't shake hands with the end
But it's breathing down my neck
My birthday wasn't happy it was bittersweet
When they lit the caterpillar I wanted to scream
I don't wanna seem ungrateful I just hate goodbyes
After all I spent half this year inside
Purgatory's full of bad landlords
And people I pretend not to see when I'm hungover
Is it too late then for apologies?
When you're already holding onto the grim reapers sleeve
These days avalanche me
Another year flee's the scene
I can't shake hands with the end
But it's breathing down my neck
I used to wish I was someone else
But I could never fully commit
So I guess its just me and me
And the world in-between
La-la-la-la
La-la-la-la
La-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la
La-la-la-la
La-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la
When my life flashes before my eyes
I hope that it's academy worthy
And if it is can Leo play me
I know that's a big claim in self confidence
Did I ever find out if my name was correct
Or did I just get used to it?
Did I do it all, did I walk the great wall
Is it possible I'll be hungry forever?
I'll be hungry forever
I'll be hungry forever